Tuesday, March 30, 2010

So in love with him

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Bridger arrived March 1st 2010 at 11:46 am weighing 6 pounds 3 ounces. I can't complain too much about the delivery, it was, well for lack of a better word, easy! Having an epidural that worked this time around kinda helped :) It amazes me how much I love this new little life. It is something that I cannot explain but it is so beautiful and sacred. I held him in my arms for the first time after his delivery and tears poured down my cheeks. I was washed over with emotions. And everything changed in that moment. A good change. A new life.
As for my little Oaklee, well her world changed too. And she wasn't so sure about if she wanted to keep him or not. In the hospital she said "Mom lets leave him here k?"But just as she is possessive over her play-doh, and books, she has become possessive over her little "bridgey" too. Try and take him and wow. Mother hen comes alive.
Despite the chaos and sleep deprived fog I love where we're at right now.
I can't imagine life without little B.